I've got ice in my veins, blood in my eyes, pain in my heart, and love in my mind. I've seen nights full of pain, days of the same, and I keep the sunshine saved inside of me. Sometimes I feel like when it rains it pours, but never find myself hurt. I never cry anymore and I work forever and still feel cursed. I never mind it for worse or better but times seems further and beyond. The top of my challenges always seem to feel higher the more that I climb. Yet they spot my insecurities as life feels smaller and I get bigger about goals. I need to try and get myself somewhere that I can fit in a room and not feel the ego lift from things that have made me strong.
So I need to pick the world up and drop it on another politicians head, yeah I need to pick up World and drop it on others like I have with Chris Cannon, Bob Bennett, and soon to be Jim Matheson. If I died now I would rebirth and leave your tiny little issues behind me and seek eternal happiness.
I know why you don't want me to say this, career politicians, but I just hope heaven sends you proof that everyone wakes up in this World with lights cut off and confidence gone from your service while in government. My world may be of pride and wisdom but its bleak and that's my word to the wise so we can all survive in our communities. I am tired of the thug murders and bribes, with money, when someone feels like a burden needs to be put aside.
I do hurt as any other person but I never show it out in public. There is a pain you’ll never know, if only you can see just how lonely and how cold and frostbit I’ve become. It seems as if my back is against the wall and when push comes to shove I just want to stand up and scream the heck with politics. Sometimes it feels like these walls are closing in and this roof is caving in. It's time to raise the ceiling and then all you selfless career politicians will know that your days are numbered like pages in my book of life. It's time for career politicians to be cooked as they understand that they need to be scared when they look into my eyes. I am very patient and I take my time to build plenty of friends and when the time is right my game plan is for you to be careful when you bring up my name amongst anyone. I am not one to claim fame and fortune, but I am never going to be the same as you. I swear all you hate mongers make me stronger. I am a God fearing man who will search in darkness for the iron rod and everyone knows I am a man of my word so your heads better nod when you see me enter a room. I am ready to roast everyone who is sleeping at the wheel of running any type of government. You will be laid to rest with your dirty pension. This world is my Easter egg. So be prepared as my confidence is up and the stage is my pedestal as I am unstoppable as the incredible hulk and you will be trapped in my control. I will run circles around any politician and have fun with their staff as they will sit as dogs in front of me.